I truly am meant to be in a pair of careers where I become incredibly close to a group of people (colleagues, castmates, students) for a couple of months, or a season, or a year, and then we all go our separate ways. Because in my 27 years of life, I have yet to keep a best friend for longer than 3 or 4 of them. It's kind of incredible. I have one or two best friends left, but don't worry, they won't last. Life will find a way to divide us, even if I do nothing wrong. Even if I work my hardest. Even if I give all I can.
I am clearly not meant for permanence.